ehgh

I got my paint in late on Saturday and was able to begin a paint test on Sunday. Then Katrina hit and I spent yesterday afternoon and last night eating way too much junk food and sitting in the dark. I slept on a leather love seat almost folded in half. Today I finished this paint test, and I am underwhelmed by the results and overwhelmed by the process and really tired. I'm tired outside and tired inside and I feel sad for the people who were affected by the hurricane and sad for me in a general way. This is all very exhausting and sad. I'm going to sleep. Maybe I can have a good cry before I go to sleep and get all this stupidness out of my system.

Oh, and the respirator I get to wear makes my face hurt. Well, it really makes my whole head hurt, and then my face, and I look like this. Which, let me assure you, isn't getting me dates or free foot rubs. Which is really what I want. the foot rubs, that is. I don't really have the attention span for a date right now.